Just to let everyone know, Jessica is real. She is my distant cousin that slept with the father of my baby. Her alias messed me up. She used to go by the nickname, Red, since she was damn near white. Her government name is Scarlet. Her beef with me? Scarlet is HIV positive and blames me for that. Here's the story:
Back in the summer of 1997, my cousin Scarlet had her first child by a married man. So much shame was placed upon her that she gave the baby away. Since she was only nineteen, giving her baby up didn't phase her that much. It wasn't until the spring of 2008, when I had my baby, that Scarlet regretted her mistake. She would always make sarcastic remarks about our parenting, since my baby's father stayed with me. Scarlet wanted my life so she tried her best to sabatoge my relationship.
Scarlet had no idea what I was going through. My baby's father had become abusive toward me. I hid behind the name brand clothing and the brand new car he bought me. That's all Scarlet and everyone else saw. After two years of abuse, the final straw that turned me off from the love of my life, was when he cheated with multiple women. To make matters even worse, he brought the video that he made with those bitches, home and showed it to me telling me I should pay close attention. Right at that moment, I packed my baby's clothes and a few of mine. He knew that I had a lot of responsibilities taking care of our baby. Life was not the way it used to be.
Once Scarlet found out that I had separated from my baby's father, her claws were all in. She boasted about much sex they had. How much of a freak he was and how he said she was "better" than I was. The huge, extravagant grin she wore on her face made me sick. Scarlet even rubbed in the fact that he wasn't taking care of his baby either. She would wave her diamond bracelet in my face and scream,
"How many packs of diapers can you buy with this?!" Anger and devastation filled my heart. All I could do was continue on my journey and be a good mother. I should have beat her ass, you say? Then I would have ended up in jail. Then who would care for my baby? Scarlet's a snitch!
A few months later Scarlet was badly beaten by baby daddy and hospitalized. Scarlet had been tested from her job as a nurse and learned that she was HIV positive. Since Scarlet thought she was the only woman, she confronted baby daddy and he whipped her ass. Then she accused me of infecting him, but I was routinely tested throughout our relationship, since he had given me Chlamydia once.
So you see "Jessica" it wasn't my fault. Your whoreish ways just caught up with you!
Thanks again for reading!!
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